I’ve realized…

Hmmm..

Out of sight, out of mind.

Here we go!

What an insane day!  After many days of rolling around in bed waking up to the sad, sad fact that AC had not emailed me yet, I finally got offered a job ))   Actually, a part of me still can’t believe it’s happening!

And I can’t believe it happened TODAY, of all days!   Ahhhhh my post from Sept 14 of last year must’ve been filled with pain and hate and anger since I got my sorry ass dumped… but today I found out that 1.0 is seeing someone else and I felt nothing…. nothing at all!!!  (As it should be anyway!)  I got offered (what I hope will be) an amazing job and seriously, all this couldn’t have come on a better day!  A year ago today, things were sooooo different.. I probably thought my life was spiraling out of control… but here we are, 365 days later… it’s all about the new beginnings!

When good news hits, people always subconsciously call & msg those who are most important and then work down a list.  Most of the time I’m so excited I can’t even think about who I’m going to talk to next… but it’s ALWAYS a reality check for me afterwards because it puts in perspective who’s really important and who’s not as important as I thought.  A part of me was kinda taken aback by the order and level of excitement when telling my friends, but alas it is what it is.

Let’s end with some wise words from my friend Dr. Seuss:

Today was good. Today was fun. Tomorrow is another one.

Food for thought..

You can never forget the people who change your life. You become a different person and everything you do is slightly altered by what they taught you.

Daredevil

All that matters is the face you show the world.

我好想你!

Hey 我真的好想你
現在窗外面又開始下著雨
眼睛乾乾的 有想哭的心情
不知道你現在到底在哪裡

Hey 我真的好想你
不知道你現在到底在哪裡
你是否也像我一樣在想你真的好想你
太多的情緒 沒適當的表情
最想說的話我(應)該從何說起
你是否也像我一樣在想你
如果沒有你 沒有過去 我不會有傷心
但是有如果還是要愛你
如果沒有你 我在哪裡 又有甚麼可惜
反正一切來不及 反正沒有了自己

Hey 我真的好想你
不知道你現在到底在哪裡
你是否也像我一樣在想你

心星的淚光

我從來都不覺得 應該刻意去忘記他.
曾經發生過的那些點點滴滴,
那每一個令人微笑的時刻,
心動的感覺, 心痛的感覺 -
我不會當作沒有發生過.
但是時間在往前跑, 我們應該要往前看.

Im Scared

I’m scared of everything.  I’m scared of what I saw, what I’ve done, of who I am, but most of all I’m scared of walking out of this room and never feeling the way I feel when I’m with you.

How to Succeed in Bassness

Like all good things, the witching hour must come to an end.  True natures are revealed, tricks turn into treats, and taking off costumes is as much fun as putting them on.  Everything returns to the way it was, except for little girls who forget that Halloween only lasts one night.  They wear their cosutumes for so long, pretty soon they can’t even remember who they were before they put them on.

The Age of Dissonance

In life, as in art, some endings are bittersweet. Especially when it comes to love. Sometimes fate throws two lovers together only to rip them apart. Sometimes the hero finally makes the right choice but the timing is all wrong. And, as they say, timing is everything.